Miss Morbid and the Memory of Vladimir

Hey reader,

I haven't posted anything in a month. Ugh. Sorry. Even though no one really reads this blog anyway.

BUT

I've been so busy with school and emotions and all that stuff... I got an A in my first college class (and I'm 16!) and finals are starting tomorrow. I can't wait to be done with physics. But then I have chemistry and pre-calculus... ugh...

Also, I must share some very sad news with you, reader. My kitten, Vladimir, who was only four months old, died of diabetes on Wednesday. He was such a good kitten for a stray. He was the first cat who really stole my heart. He was like a dog but only weighing four pounds and with a cute gray cat-face and body. He was silly and just amazing. My mom, sister, and I are missing him dearly. It's hard to loose someone you've bottle-fed formula when they were only four weeks old.

We had such a hard time these last few days without little Vlady. Missing the pitter-patter of little kitten feet, my mom promised that we would go to a shelter to get two new cats. I didn't want two new cats. I wanted Vladimir. But just yesterday we got Demitri and Damien and... they're kind of growing on my but it will take a while until I can stop comparing them to Vladimir.

It makes me feel so bad by comparing them to him but I know they're not him and they deserve really good homes but... it will take a while for me to bond with Demitri and Damien like I did with Vlad but I'll try.